When listing the issues I loved about him, it was either a straight up lie “he cares about me, he makes me laugh” and so on, or it was about his potential, however additional extra, I had fallen in love with dreams and targets. I dreamed of our future, our children, their names. And ending things with him, although he was horrible with money, would make an awful father, meant losing these hypothetical children I created. I liked every little thing but the present and really actual him, and I didn’t realize this till years later. I felt like I had invested SO much time with him and that if I couldn’t persuade him to love me proper, I couldn’t persuade anybody.
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